Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Adjusting and Anti-Socialism


I've been back for about a week and a half now.
I knew it wasn't going to be easy, and at first I felt disconnected, but I was handling it alright.
Well, reality has sunk in and I can't say I'm surprised. I'm happy to be back and see my family and friends. I just can't reconcile the 2 worlds. Maybe its better that I don't, so I'll always want to be there.
I miss the kids, the voices, the faces, the place
All of this thought is making me to be anti-social. Part of me wants to be and the other part knows it's stupid...again, I'm unable to reconcile.

I'm trying...

5 comments:

Unknown said...

praying for you Daina.

Julie Hibbard said...

Welcome home. Let me know when you'll be in the OC. Would love to see you.

Melissa said...

Two words: LOVE YOU

Hang in there. We are all here for however we can help.

So much love darling!

Elizabeth Ford said...

I know it is hard when you feel torn in two. I am praying for you.

Justin W said...

Sounds like someone had some problems with the change of locale.

Cheers. crazyJ .